solat mama / forgive me

malam kemarin, saya perasan Faiq minta  susu berbotol-botol, biasa saya suruh dia tidor dulu sebab baru lepas minum. Tapi kali ni saya buat juga. Dia pun ucap thank you. Dalam tengah malam macam tu, saya di kejut oleh en hubby sebab minuman panas belum minum lagi. dengan tak sedar saya keluar sambil tutup mata kut sambil minum, pastu terbaring  depan TV kut, tapi en hubby kejutkan untuk tidor dalam bilik. saya pun rasa selesa rasa nak tido betul2 kali ni. Tetiba  Faiq kejutkan saya dengan memberi saya botol kosongnya. saya dengan mamun cakap nanti, tido dulu.

rasanya tak lama kemudian Faiq jerit mama solat lepas tu boleh buat susu, tapi saya ni sangat ngantuk sebab baru balik dari perjalanan jauh  hujung minggu, rasa memang longlai sangat. bila dah bangun waktu subuh. sedihnya saya tak buat susu untuk Faiq sampai kejut untuk solat dalam hatinya pasti saya akan bangun kalau kerana solat dari panggilan lain. rasa nak minta maaf kat faiq sekarang ni, maafkan mama, inshaAllah saya bangun solat tahajud bersama dia nanti.

Last two nights, i realised Faiq waned more than two bottles of milk, normally i asked him to sleep first, later on I would make another one middle of night. but this time i made it anyway so that he could sleep. he even said thank you. late night like that i was awaked by mr hubby because the hot drink i havent drink. half awaken i step out of the room with closed eyes i drank the drink and lied infront of tv. but mr hubby wake me again to settle on bed. I feel relief and need some real sleep. suddenly Faiq wake me up by giving his empty milk bottle for me to make for him. with mumbling i said later, sleep first.

not long after that he raised his voice and said mama solat than can make milk for him. because of i came back from long journey during long weekend i felt very flat. when i woke up it was dawn already. sadden me i didnt make milk for faiq though he figured the best way for me to wake up is only for solat but i failed to show solat is stronger than any other call. feeling to apologise to him soon,;so sad,  aim to solat tahajud with him.

Toyota Prado 7 seaters / kereta

Saya dan en hubby minat kereta 4wd yang 7  tempat duduk, terutama sekali yang ada tayar kat belakang. Rasanya saya suka dulu kut sebab sebelum ni pun saya gna kembara DVVT. Maknanya en hubby terikut-ikut saya la tu nak rugged tapi nak gi jalan berfamily bawak tuk nenek semua.

www.gama.mali.com

Memang kena ada 7 tempat duduk. Saya guna kembara pun sebab kl ada banjir kilat.  sebab utama minat 4wd ni. bila ada anak tetap bertayar belakang tapi 7 seaters. Walaupun saya guna 7 seaters yang kecil sekarang tetap tayar kat belakang tapi sekarang ni budak-budak dah duduk atas kerusi kereta terus, memang lega, cuma bila masa ngantuk lentuk tu budak-budak terus landing macam atas katil sambil menikmati minuman panas derang.  jadi maktowan kena duduk dibelakang sekali.

Kami duk cari la keta ni kat mudah.my mileage tinggi, tua bertahun kereta tu, murah la harganya tapi maintainance tetap mahal dengan tayar sebiji pun dah seribu rm lebih. Ini idaman kami tah bila boleh ada macam ni. Heran minat kereta ni hingga asyik window shoping tentang kereta pun best.

photo from google cant remember exact website

We fond of 7 seaters 4wd car since forever though we have kids we refused to have a family van or mpv,we love the tyre at the back kind of car, it looks cool and not so smart looking one as i also dress low heel type of person.

we look for one in mudah.my  now with low mileage one.

make up class dan penjagaan kulit

Hari Sabtu lepas saya menghadiri kelas make-up dan penjagaan kulit.
Program kecantikan ini ada bagi booklet bertajuk bengkel Penjagaan Kulit Asas.
 Agenda diterangkan ialah
1. Struktur Kulit
2. Analisis Kulit
3. Pembersihan kulit dan urutan
4. Dandanan Diri & Kebersihan

Sangat ceria dapat menghadiri kelas ni (it was really fun) sebab dapat pelajari cara betul membersih wajah dan penjagaan dalaman dengan pengambilan makanan yang seimbang. Walaupun begitu, di sudut hati saya rasa rindu semperna hari Keputeraan Di Pertuan Agong.

Ampun Tuanku ♡

♡

Last Saturday I attended skincare and  make up class. This beaury program has passed a booklet tittled Basic Skincare Workshop and in it the agenda was to educate on

1. Skin Structure

2. Skin Analysist

3. Skin Cleansing and massaging

3. Self Grooming and  Cleanliness

It was cheerful i got to spend time at the class as I got to learn an appropriate way cleanse face and learn to take a proper care inside out by taking a balance diet. Even that my heart crossed the memory since it was Our His Majesty DYMM Di Pertuan Agong's birthday.

Suddenly i thought of Her Majesty DYMM Yang Di Pertuan Raja Permaisuri Agong. Ampun Tuanku ♡

majlis baca yasin / reciting yasin ceremony

semperna kedatangan ramadhan, kami dijemput menghadiri ke majlis baca yasin kepada sedara yang telah kembali ke rahmatullah. kami bersiap, pergi menjemput emak bapa kerana bercadang pegi bersama. Sampai disana, keadaan tak dapat di kawal, faiq fadya jadi teruja terlebih macam dalam foto dibawah, terlalu inginkan perhatian.

Sebenarnya mereka ni belum makan, jadi saya terpaksa  bawak mereka ke dapur bagi makan dulu barulah jadi aman skit...

Biasanya cara saya bagi budak-budak makan dulu sebelum sampai ke majlis tapi kali ni mereka cuma lalu susu sahaja sebab suhu badan tinggi skit. Jadi bagi minum 100 plus untuk Fadya, Faiq susu dan air sebab dia tak minum 100 plus. bila kenyang air tak nak makan tapi lapar bila sampai Alhandulillah suhu badan pun turun.

english version.

we were invited to reciting yasin since the ramadan is approaching. we decided go with our parents. when we arrived the kids became excited. overly then i realised I didnt feed them. the did everything to attract attention. i call them to the kitchen and feed them something than only they behave at least well.

my way usually feed them full but this tine they had a bit of temperature snd refuse to take anything but liquid like 100plus but not faiq he only dtink milk and water to lower the temp.

Kenapa hiasan ofis ada dirumah?/ why my office soft toys at home?

Masa di rumah ibubapa saya, saya ternampak barang yang sangat dikenali.. terus bertanya emak saya kenapa hiasan atas meja ofis saya tu ada di rumah. Emak mula bercerita yang ofis yang saya pernah kerja dulu dah berpindah. Rasa sayu pulak tengok hiasan meja ofis saya tu dan terasa sesiapa pun tak berani ambil barang saya walaupun barang itu diberi  kerana transaksi pejabat dengan vendors. Mereka menghormati pekerja yang lepas dengan menyimpan barang dengan baik. Malah mereka jemput saya sekeluarga ke majlis tahunan mereka. Moga mereka diberkati dan maju jaya.  Bersyukur berpeluang bekerja di situ, dari pengalaman yang ada saya gunakan apa yang  komponi itu buat perlaburan, saya menceburi secara persendirian.

hias sebelah kanan komputer / desk decor

ingat lagi letak di kiri kanan komputer

when i saw the soft toys from turtle wax and dhl jumbo pack elephant, it brought me down to memorylane that i used to put on my desk and they comforted me with feeling homey. I asked mom, how come they are here, mom started to tell story  the office had moved to a new place. I felt touched that was belonged to me are respected by the company and kept well.  I am grateful i had a chance to have experience and learnt from them about investing that I used it personally.

tolong bawa mereka pulang ke ibu mereka / home

Pasu pokok teratai telah diisi dengan tanah dan ditanam pokok duit duit dan sedikit pokok pegaga. Tetapi Faiq pegi korek jadi kolam, makin lama makin tanah tak da cuma air hujan. Bila di perhati betul ada jentik-jentik. Kami panik beli ikan guppy enam ekor (ikan kicik tu boleh makan beribu mengikut alam sekitar baru-baru ni buat projek melepas ikan ini dilongkang atau parit, tasik). Terjumpa dalam kosmo 2005 tapi baca dalam paper baru ni kat kedai.

Sekarang ni setiap pagi Faiq akan beritahu "mama, tolong bawa ikan-ikan tu balik ke mama mereka please", walaupun papa dia dah terangkan ikan tu bukan baby tapi dewasa nanti ada baby sendiri. Dia masih ingatkan kami, the fish want their momma.

sorry pic tak clear

the pot filled with water found aedes, we decide to release  guppies that believed could eat them but Faiq worries they miss their momma, ask us to bring them back to where the guppies belong.

concern and care..