Late Michael Jackson

I tried to skip Michael Jackson but failed to do so. I let him came into my life long time ago and stayed with me til late to let it past. His concert, I have gone. His poster, I've pasted. His death I've received text message from my mother followed by husband, then friends. His album, I've listened. His progress, I've followed. His songs, I've learned my English. His cassettes of different covers same songs from my nanny had kept my mouth shut that she had gone out while mother at work.

MJ was a boy born normal and turned up an unique extraordinary grown boy. He made his way from anonymous to world wide famous. He couldn't Beat it to his desire to have a new look every season. He was a Man in the mirror saw a Black or White up-close and personal . He couldn't be as Bad as he commited in a Smooth Criminal that made tons of money ending up a lot of debts I wasn't sure. He Heal the world and sang We are the world made it his name here. He was the oooh...the ahhh..the awwhhh kid. He is a Michael Jackson who still rocks the world. The show of him will never over.

The curious case that has yet to diagnose. Now I came to realise about him positively, I've written.

MOM=SOS

Mother, no one bothers, just look at the camera, I want to have a picture of us together :)

That's the picture of us three and mom as usual is being mysterious and yet kind of slippery, can never be caught in most photos taken. She is getting wiser this weekend and she likes to keep it for herself but I'm broadcasting about it. Just a bit, not all of it, mom deary. Mother is in the picture behind the two palms at the palm trees in Langkawi. You are playing hide and seek eh :)

I'm writing this because you always linger in my mind and I always smiled when I think of what you told me " Dad was nagging about something and you just said to him that you can't hear him a thing but you could see that he's not happy with something because his mustache was moving up and down, out and in.

I wish you the best wishes, happiness on your coming birthday and may I remind you that life is a gift, let's giving it with full thanks, gratefulness this time with a big cake with many candles. We do it with friends around, grandkids, as well as relatives and you are the centre of attention. Deal? I doubt it ;)

PS: Dad, you have the best woman on earth.

Mom, You little camera shy but you're my greatest SOS. I love you.

brother, You've got mail

Dearest brother you,
here the picture of us two,
I saw you online at yahoo
immediately I typed hi to you

i know that you're a busy engineer
when I worked with you, thot twice to go near
I typed more than hi anyway
and want you to acknowledge today

that my birthday is on the way,
and asked you to send flowers
in mind want to show it off husband that day :)
and you said oh! okay,

and you paused a longer silence
awaiting for the reply from you
grinning and waiting,
you know how i pout abrutly,

when you messaged me,
ok," I will tell mama what to do".
ohhh big boy brother i asked u , not mama,
brother, youre so cute, just missed you

Little Wonders

She was fresh from heaven, protected in her mother's arms.

She put something on like her mother used to put on her... like a babY and being protected in her mother's praYers :)

May i post a song as well as it is better said than i...

Let it go, Let it roll right off your shoulder

Don't you know, The hardest part is over

Let it in, Let your clarity define you

In the end, We will only just remember how it feels

Our lives are made, In these small hours

These little wonders,

These twists & turns of fate

Time falls away,

But these small hours,

These small hours still remain

Let it slide, Let your troubles fall behind you

Let it shine

Until you feel it all around you

We'll get by, It's the heart that really matters in the end

Time falls away, But these small hours,

The way i feel right now

Our lives are made, In these small hours,

These little wonders, still remain.

I post it as my birthday month is this month, JulY, that's why...

Emails from the Vault :)

Hey Autie,

I busy doing my english project for more marks on my EXAM. Its no biggy. I got some tips on study. first u must be relaxed, refresh & happy do study. In a bad mood can make u do some weird thing like a simple question u got it wrong & hard to figure it out when u accualy know these thing. I know this because one day I was mad because someone toke down my ads ads on my class SCIENCE bulitin board. So I made an investigation on this case. I went to look for my missing ads on science. I look every where it would be hiding & it took me 3days to find it in my locker @ school. Then I remembered that I took it off because no one was interested. I was embraresed with myself I was the person who stole his own things. Funny hmmm? So I think you will reply. Bye E-mail u later.


Hey Autie,

So how r u? Im fine. Thanks. I miss so much really!!!Sorry for not e-mailing or calling. I was busy with taking care of myself. Mak Cik left so I have to cook, clean & take care of my stuff and health. So I hope youre doing well. I having an exam so I might be away. But I will try my best to keep in touch with U. k? I have changed my e-mail address to @go.com & @hotmail.com I just wondering if u have msn messager. I cant get YAHOO account because it said that I need an adult to sign me up. Mak Tok also said that she sent her regards & she said that she prays for u & wishs good health and happniess. I have a MSN account I made for me @ school. My typing skills have improve because my work for school always needs computers to do. Really annoying anyway but easier.

Bye,
Your nepfew,

Yes I love you my nephew :)

Bali-Feb 09

I'm craving for a holiday, I just came back from one and now wanting for another. Is this normal having big appetite for travelling abroad especially.

Earlier on this year I stepped on the island of Bali, thots of sensual holiday, tourists, views, ocean, furnitures too... I thought of be really Bali..ed, more sensual I supposed :)

Of coz not forgetting of famous indulgence head to toe spa here... Deep thought of dinner out or candle light dinner on the beach by the bon fire:). Purposely watch movie in - on the couch or night movie out in the cinema, walk along the beach or along the market and paused for trading rupiah with souvenirs lol or common things like snapping photos. Feminine dress or casual as usual with accessories or be accessibled:) Slippers or sandals with big flowers on top. Hair down or up with big flower clip on as an island flower girl wink wink;) Have a drink outdoor at the balcony or at the cafe corridor, sipping one cup each or shared a glass of juice with two flexible straws :)

Again a flower slipped at the ear allowed moods whispering in... Sight seeing in Tanah Lot, Nusa Dua, Kuta and being seen at the Kechak dances and copycat the dance together:) Skip the temple statues, yet appeared at the tail of the eyes, scary<_> Mind runs, sure wonders and wanders...follow with body massage with strawberry oils or lavender oil of selected choice, breeze through an opened window, followed with avocado cream bath is a must in the magazine I read, one after another as wished, followed with hot flowers bath with lemon scents as deep wished granted hopefully... thought of going to Bali became reality. Be a Bali or be an exaggerating tourist lol..your choice here. Gotta be! A short stay yet a sweet experience, I must say:) "Sweet Bali with Honey Baby" Selamat Ya! Kunjung Lagi! .....Sudah Pasti akan Kem BALI ! Long for another hehe...

As for now, we are heading to Fruits Carnival to buy Durian :) Have a nice day ahead!