brother, You've got mail

Dearest brother you,
here the picture of us two,
I saw you online at yahoo
immediately I typed hi to you

i know that you're a busy engineer
when I worked with you, thot twice to go near
I typed more than hi anyway
and want you to acknowledge today

that my birthday is on the way,
and asked you to send flowers
in mind want to show it off husband that day :)
and you said oh! okay,

and you paused a longer silence
awaiting for the reply from you
grinning and waiting,
you know how i pout abrutly,

when you messaged me,
ok," I will tell mama what to do".
ohhh big boy brother i asked u , not mama,
brother, youre so cute, just missed you

Little Wonders

She was fresh from heaven, protected in her mother's arms.

She put something on like her mother used to put on her... like a babY and being protected in her mother's praYers :)

May i post a song as well as it is better said than i...

Let it go, Let it roll right off your shoulder

Don't you know, The hardest part is over

Let it in, Let your clarity define you

In the end, We will only just remember how it feels

Our lives are made, In these small hours

These little wonders,

These twists & turns of fate

Time falls away,

But these small hours,

These small hours still remain

Let it slide, Let your troubles fall behind you

Let it shine

Until you feel it all around you

We'll get by, It's the heart that really matters in the end

Time falls away, But these small hours,

The way i feel right now

Our lives are made, In these small hours,

These little wonders, still remain.

I post it as my birthday month is this month, JulY, that's why...

Emails from the Vault :)

Hey Autie,

I busy doing my english project for more marks on my EXAM. Its no biggy. I got some tips on study. first u must be relaxed, refresh & happy do study. In a bad mood can make u do some weird thing like a simple question u got it wrong & hard to figure it out when u accualy know these thing. I know this because one day I was mad because someone toke down my ads ads on my class SCIENCE bulitin board. So I made an investigation on this case. I went to look for my missing ads on science. I look every where it would be hiding & it took me 3days to find it in my locker @ school. Then I remembered that I took it off because no one was interested. I was embraresed with myself I was the person who stole his own things. Funny hmmm? So I think you will reply. Bye E-mail u later.


Hey Autie,

So how r u? Im fine. Thanks. I miss so much really!!!Sorry for not e-mailing or calling. I was busy with taking care of myself. Mak Cik left so I have to cook, clean & take care of my stuff and health. So I hope youre doing well. I having an exam so I might be away. But I will try my best to keep in touch with U. k? I have changed my e-mail address to @go.com & @hotmail.com I just wondering if u have msn messager. I cant get YAHOO account because it said that I need an adult to sign me up. Mak Tok also said that she sent her regards & she said that she prays for u & wishs good health and happniess. I have a MSN account I made for me @ school. My typing skills have improve because my work for school always needs computers to do. Really annoying anyway but easier.

Bye,
Your nepfew,

Yes I love you my nephew :)

Bali-Feb 09

I'm craving for a holiday, I just came back from one and now wanting for another. Is this normal having big appetite for travelling abroad especially.

Earlier on this year I stepped on the island of Bali, thots of sensual holiday, tourists, views, ocean, furnitures too... I thought of be really Bali..ed, more sensual I supposed :)

Of coz not forgetting of famous indulgence head to toe spa here... Deep thought of dinner out or candle light dinner on the beach by the bon fire:). Purposely watch movie in - on the couch or night movie out in the cinema, walk along the beach or along the market and paused for trading rupiah with souvenirs lol or common things like snapping photos. Feminine dress or casual as usual with accessories or be accessibled:) Slippers or sandals with big flowers on top. Hair down or up with big flower clip on as an island flower girl wink wink;) Have a drink outdoor at the balcony or at the cafe corridor, sipping one cup each or shared a glass of juice with two flexible straws :)

Again a flower slipped at the ear allowed moods whispering in... Sight seeing in Tanah Lot, Nusa Dua, Kuta and being seen at the Kechak dances and copycat the dance together:) Skip the temple statues, yet appeared at the tail of the eyes, scary<_> Mind runs, sure wonders and wanders...follow with body massage with strawberry oils or lavender oil of selected choice, breeze through an opened window, followed with avocado cream bath is a must in the magazine I read, one after another as wished, followed with hot flowers bath with lemon scents as deep wished granted hopefully... thought of going to Bali became reality. Be a Bali or be an exaggerating tourist lol..your choice here. Gotta be! A short stay yet a sweet experience, I must say:) "Sweet Bali with Honey Baby" Selamat Ya! Kunjung Lagi! .....Sudah Pasti akan Kem BALI ! Long for another hehe...

As for now, we are heading to Fruits Carnival to buy Durian :) Have a nice day ahead!

Yes I'm a MommY

and am a makcik makcik too, like auntie auntie...:) The description of my profile don't go quite right for me now because I'm married. Wifey cum mommy and yet to maintain yummy to hubby and relatives and girlfriends :) The blog's name remains as I love baby...and I want a baby girl, Ameen. I have a side story of the above I said. I will write in a new post about it. Sometimes it's miracle but prayers from my parents is important. So I pray for what I want and I'm grateful for what I've got. Also remind my mother to keep on praying for me. InsyaAllah.

Papua New Guinea

I dream of Australia but my husband told me that the possiblity of a living in Papua New Guinea, an island near Australia, almost, before Oz hehe...but not Austolia hehe... oh Geography :)

I always want to live in overseas where the four seasons countries which I dreamt the most for a living not for home, just for an experience to live on. I've lived there once in Europe, even have a part-time job in a gym of an Old folks home which is a very nice experience. The golden girls and boys live in a condo like a normal ones here but with a different management. The management there are like caretakers whom the backgrounds are nursing edu, physicians etc.

It is compulsory for the residents here to put on the emergency handband. One lady lives alone, most of them actually, she fell in the bathroom and couldn't lift herself up and that button on her wrist band where easy enuf to press in that kind of situation. The caretaker got the signal and rushed to help her at no time because they are in house service.

The living in a condo like that, they don't feel like they live in a dorm or hostel, they have a nice apartment of many sizes, some live in a Suite if they can afford it. As normal people, some prefer to cook for themselves and even invite their kids or grandchildren to join for dinner or lunch or breakfast in the garden as they like. Some prefers lunch box to be delivered at their doors :)

The place provides parking space for those who drive and also busses to the cities, groceries stores etc and also trips to the lake during summer or to the hill during winter. That's the different culture where they've decided for themselves where their social money(EPF) should go.

Papua New Guinea should be the tittle? naaa...hehe...