Bila terbaca komen blogger Lydsunshine tu saya ingin terangkan kenapa saya buat dwi bahasa. Saya rasa semua boleh agak untuk latihkan minda supaya menambahkan vocab dan lebih memahami bahasa kedua.
Lagipun masa saya bekerja dengan syarikat oil and gas, saya berjumpa dengan ramai principals manufacturer dari luar negara. Berbahasa inggeris untuk dokumen, tentang harga barang atau untuk urusan pejabat boleh la berinteraksi... tapi bila sekali sekala pergi lunch, sembang tentang general dah kalut cari ayat.
Merekai menyoalkan tentang agama secara sindiran seolah pilihan agama disebabkan tertekan dengan peraturan negara, atau sebab parents dah Islam, anak terpaksa ikut.
Saya terangkan, kalau parents tak muslim pun, saya akan pilih Tuhan yang tidak menyerupai apa-apa yang pernah dilihat atau yang boleh dibuat sendiri seperti dengan tanah liat. Sebenarnya saya ada memberi contoh masa perbualan tu.
Rasa tak logik kalau tak da Tuhan nak kira semua semulajadi, kepada siapa la nak diminta tolong jika ditinggal seorang diri. Susah juga nak explain pada orang tiada Tuhan dari yang ada agama lain. Tuhan segalanya, ada Tuhan sudah mencukupi.
Mereka mengatakan yang mereka buat kerana nereka baik bukan kerana ganjaran (pahala), kalau nak berbahas kenapa mereka ambil gaji bila membeti pengetahuan mereka hmm...tak tahu la
Lagipun agama Islam, jika menjadi warak masih boleh mengisi permintaan naluri atau nafsu, kalau agama lain terpaksa bertahan seperti agama lain tak bole berkahwin dan tidak berkeluarga.
Mereka ada cakap saya ni bole baca Al-Quran dengan tak faham apa-apa, tah ke tulis apa dalam tu,. Saya mengaku betul tak faham tapi mukjizat surah menenangkan diri dan minda dan rasa selamat yang ttak dapat gambarkan dan takkan sama perasaan dengan membaca tafsirnya.
Harga minyak naik kerana kita masih bergantung dari produk mereka ni. Kereta buatan sendiri dah ada, harap mesin analisa mesin di pelantar semua nanti kita buat sendiri pula. Waulupun faktor kecil, malaysia ni bumi Allah , sesiapa pun boleh mencari rezeki di sini. InshaAllah.
english version below
When I saw the blogger Lydsunshine;s comment, I wanted to clarify a bit why I chose two languages, I guess everyone would know because to practice mind to think in the languages and also to improve in vocab as well.
Moreover, I had worked in an oil and gas company before, had experienced a hard time to figure what words to explain better. It was easy to interact on office matters, on prices of items but once in awhile discussing general rules during lunch with foreigners manufacturers' principals, I felt I wanted to explain and didn't want to shut down especially on my religion when they said that malaysians are tensed without freedom on believe wise. As seem I am what I am because of parents are.
That's when I had explained, even though the parents are not, I would choose the one that is I never seen that my feel its right or something that not I craft or carve it. To whom should I call for help if I am left alone, while in oversea the only to survive is to the One, actually it is harder to explain to the non-believers.
They stated when they do something good because they are honest and because they are good not because they being bribe to be one. Like deeds. If I were to debate why then they exchanged their expertise to money (salary). Its better to shut down before it boiled up.
As it in my religion, being pious is the ultimate aim but it didn't suppress me to not have family and to get married.
They said I read Quran without understanding the meaning, I agreed but it soothe the soul, calm the mind and it shoo away the worries.